roy_tan

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Thu, 27 Nov 2008 06:19:25 GMT

I was asked this question today.

What's the biggest challenge in a relationship?

I think the biggest challenge in a relationship is to be able to love the person for who he/she is.
Also, to look at the relationship as a place to give, and not take.

067

Tue, 25 Nov 2008 09:06:40 GMT

Where's Anything?

Shade

Sat, 15 Nov 2008 00:38:19 GMT

Who Am I ?

1

Sun, 02 Nov 2008 01:37:34 GMT

I just wanna sleep forever

Fri, 31 Oct 2008 06:45:29 GMT

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Chimeric

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 08:48:05 GMT

What did you say
I know you were singing
My ears won't stop ringing
Long enough to hear
Those sweet words
And your simple melody

I just have to hear
Your sweet words
Spoken like a melody
I just wanna hear
Those sweet words

Eternity

Wed, 08 Oct 2008 21:04:04 GMT

Heartstrings

♥

Sublime

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 01:13:45 GMT

Hello people, it's been some time since I last had verbal diarrhea here. So I promise this entry will be as short as usual, as always.

Life's been unusual. It's really stale at the moment. No form of entertainment except my beloved Laptop whom I call Miyuki, which will pwn any of yours out there I might add. Please refrain from asking where that came from because chances are I'll probably say my nose. Yes, it is brainless and holds absolutely no meaning. Why did I name her you might ask. Well I'm just trying to add a little depth to this whole sophisticated appeal.

So I'm back to school, not like now now, but yeah almost a good 2 months ago. I'm trying to blog more frequently to let you guys know more about life as a college student here, but it seems like there really is nothing much I have to say except.. I Miss Singapore. Don't take my word for it though, I'm just the homely kinda that doesn't want to drift too far away from my comfort zone. Well some might think I should be having fun here since i'm overseas, in a new environment, but really, I'm not. I would like to believe I'm just missing everyone, and especially you, yes you know who you are. That might really be the case but apparently, I don't feel like I'm in my own skin here. It's almost as though once I stepped out of Hartsfield-Jackson Airport, my life was going to change tremendously, and it did. No more partying, no going out, no movies, no shopping (well just a little), no hanging out late in the night. I'm a bird that's been left in the open but I can't fly because I don't have the strength to. My wings are pretty useless, so I replaced them with rocket launchers. Now I can remove others from the sky, and I have the liberty to practice my homing skills in this country of democracy and freedom of speech.

Damn it, I've already run out of things to say. What the Fuck is wrong with me.

Slither

Sat, 27 Sep 2008 01:48:40 GMT

So these are the last few hours before my birthday ends.

I had lunch and dinner today.

Between them I have been studying and playing games from www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/

and

Dreaming.

Exporting entries as a XML file

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 00:21:06 GMT

Any idea how do I do this? anyone? like let's say I want to export my entries to another website. How do I go about doing that?

YOUR HELP IS APPRECIATED !

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Sat, 13 Sep 2008 03:17:27 GMT

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Mon, 25 Aug 2008 21:48:50 GMT

Hello

Mon, 25 Aug 2008 05:00:52 GMT

Well Hello Mortals, i apologize for disappearing for over 10 days but i'm back. also, with a proper post since god knows when. everything's been fine here, just that i miss you know who and singapore. i miss everyone basically. school's been alright, campus is fucking huge, pretty cool though, there's like restaurants all around and stuff like that. there's even 2-3 banks here. we have lecture halls that look like theatres, classrooms that look like shopping malls on the surface, and the streets here are paved with georgia spirit. classes have been pretty alright the first week, but as i did my academic evaluation, i saw the amount of classes i'd have to complete for my credits, i totally freaked out.

it is fucking insane! advanced calculus, biology, chemistry, physics, english, philosophy, econs, psychology. what the fuck? lectures are short, but how the hell do i absorb so much and study for everything. it's killing me now and i kinda regret taking this path.

so anyway, apart from that, not much drama, i'm like some goody two shoes here, i don't go out much, and i do jack shit everyday. well there's always a few things i look forward to everyday but it's not for you guys to know =D hehehehehehehe.

so i was having this conversation with the missus yesterday, and we were on this topic which led me to saying something like "hmm i find myself absolutely dashing and suave". so, she started to inquire and find out more about why i thought so. it was then, i started explaining....
'my hair has an explosive emotion, it's like it's alive and it gives persona to something that not many pay attention to most of the time, but resides on our head. my eyes are alluring and seductive, they lure you into a sea of mystery and leave you there, it is like a black hole, once you enter, even if you do not wish to stay, you cannot exit. my nose is of perfect contour, it makes protrusion look beautiful, imagine if you had a nose like tom cruise, far from perfection, unlike mine, it makes an awkward protrusion, look good! my lips are luscious, tempting, and very sensual, they attract people from afar, as flowers attract bees. my face speaks of rosy red perfection, it is heartwarming and lightening, it'll wake up the dead, and even put the insomniacs to rest. upon gaze, people just fall in love with me. my eyebrows are well kept (shaped by sammtoh), they are of equidistant, perfect density, a symbol of the pinnacle of god's creation."

okay i think if i continue anymore you guys won't come back here so i'll just end here, i miss you all!!

kthxbye.

Tue, 12 Aug 2008 22:21:19 GMT

In less than 28 hours, i'll be flying back to the states. cookie..

hurtful truths

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 05:52:30 GMT

i think i'm too gay.

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 02:33:21 GMT

Worn me down to my knees.
I did everything to please.

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 00:34:38 GMT

I am Weak

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 06:26:58 GMT

Could it be, that nothing's gonna change.
Will the sun ever shine on me again.
Pulverise this delirious mind.
Rip these wings
Now, watch me fall.

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 22:53:57 GMT

39.8 degrees

i wonder what happens if the figure goes any higher.

Zombie

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 20:33:16 GMT

I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
and oh i scream for you
come please i'm calling
and all i need from you
hurry i'm falling.. i'm falling

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 22:54:56 GMT

Prison gates won't open up for me
on these hands and knees i'm crawling
oh, i reach for you
well i'm terrified of these four walls
these iron bars can't hold my soul in
all i need is you
come please i'm calling
and oh i scream for you
hurry i'm falling.. i'm falling.

Sat, 24 May 2008 18:58:07 GMT

I won't let you down.

Anymore

Eclipse

Fri, 23 May 2008 20:55:43 GMT

It's getting so cold, and i'm nearly gone

once surpassing inner demons

now bleeding inside.

once lifted up so high

now thrown onto the floor.

i'm falling apart, i'm falling apart

back into the dungeon of self wallow i go

i went down on my knees

but mercy fell short.

i feel so numb, so soulless inside

only you can rescue my plight

home is where the heart belongs.

i found my way back home to the door

but it refused to open anymore

i'll climb through the windows

i'll break down the walls.

caught in this whirlwind

won't you please just save me?

this darkness is killing me

and i cannot deny

the pain is rushing through my veins

like a bullet through the heart.

like a falling star,

falling faster than the speed of light

it kills me to watch you cry

it breaks my heart

like lying on shattered glass

like swallowing razorblades

the wind blows right through me

i am nothing left.

i stare at your picture

and i can't bear

but tears keep falling and falling

and only you can save me.

I want to be your everything.

Someday.

Wed, 21 May 2008 13:37:01 GMT

I'll be just fine..
pretending i'm not.

Rooftops

Tue, 20 May 2008 19:26:41 GMT

Cause i want nothing more than
to sit outside heaven's door
and listen to you breathing
is where i want to be